felt like a villain, a
serpent. scapegoating, neurodivergent. i fucked up.
one in 8 billion, dime a dozen. dopamine drip, cruelty's cousin
no one ever tells me to shut
up.
I meant every word I said.
I mean every word I say.
You don't see me how I see me.
Not everyone's cup of tea.
the devil is in the details
not just the nicotine and coffee
commonality
what's different this time
dot the i's, cross the t's
endorphins
felt like i was reaching, a
pipe dream
it just can't get better than this
black and white, failed to see the color scheme
You.
Depersonalized, Overanalyzed
All in the same breath
Villainous at best
Disingenous, at worst
All in the same breath
Indifferent or neurotic
Intimate or platonic
Meticulous or chaotic
Strategic or myopic
I meant every word I said
I mean every word I say
I just don't speak in gray
Second coming, sloppy seconds
words meant to disarm became weapons
I meant every word I said
I mean every word I say.