This menacing feeling that you hate me
It's been gnawing away at me lately
Been trying so long to escape me
now that youre there, did you get where you wanted to go safely?
And I guess deep down inside, I knew we were crazy
I had hoped on all levels, we would end humanely
Stuck in my head is what could have been so strangely
Now that I'm here, it's clear why you stopped communicating
And I guess over time, the resentment kept accumulating
I'm entrenched in a moment of deliberating
Yet, I can't shake this menacing feeling you're celebrating
I never became complacent or lazy
Just wanted reassurance I wasn't being hasty
Your silence was louder than bombs but less ambiguous
Cover my face with these sweaty palms as I consider the possibility you hate me
This menacing feeling that you'll never miss me
It's feasting on me as I try to keep busy
Been trying so long to get you to notice me
that I've been chasing my tail and now I am dizzy
This menacing feeling resurfaces of your apathy
As the ice queen smiles so callously
It's gnawing away at me mercilessly
and I quietly come to grips you'll never miss me
This menacing feeling there is nobody
For me is deafening
This menacing feeling is overwhelmingly
unsettling.
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