40

it's not supposed to be like this
it wasnt supposed to be like this
youre a liar
a beautiful liar
your last words
those last words
see you soon
see you later
it wasnt suppsosed to end like that
its never supposed to end like that

its not supposed to feel like this
no one should ever feel like this
wish that without you my heart wouldnt break
wish i didnt have to explain your mistake
youre a drunk
a beautiful drunk
beautiful liar had to expire
youre not supposed to feel like that
no one should ever feel like that

its supposed to be over
it was supposed to be over
still seems like yesterday
tomorrow we'll be talking about yesterday
wish you turned 40 before me
wish we could trade places quietly
such a disgrace
a beautiful disgrace
it's supposed to be over
it'll never be over

it's not supposed hurt like this
nothing should ever hurt like this
they're still asking questions
beautiful questions
did he fall asleep peacefully
did he end his misery
a beautiful smile in beautiful denial
he wasnt suppposed to hurt like that
he didnt deserve to hurt like that

its not supposed to be like this
it wasnt supposed to be like this
gone is that beautiful mystique
wish we could trade places
beautiful sleep
it shouldnt be like this

it will always be like this